God Will Provide the Way

I sat in my bed tears pouring down my face when I first heard of her death.  It is amazing how quickly the brain tries to protect itself from hard information.   I felt panic, but the first thing I did was check the news.  Just like that, I fell into denial.  This could not be happening.  When the news had no report next I went to Facebook.  (Don’t ask me why.  In desperation, I wanted to see a post saying that it didn’t happen, that she did not take her life.  I loved her so much. Did she know…