Satan’s Lies

Midnight had long since passed.  I sat on the floor my legs curled up in front of me.  So tired, and yet unable to sleep.  The silence of the night making me nervous, the tick of the clock in the distance keeping time for the unknown.  I had no idea where he was, what he was doing, or when he would be home.  I was confused, not knowing whether to be nervous or mad yet feeling both emotions strongly.  He was out drinking with his friends again.  I was home alone, I was afraid of being alone and he didn’t…

Today I am Showing Up, and Tomorrow I am Going to Show Up

Every once and awhile out of blue I get a comment to this blog that is attacking in nature and mean-spirited.  Most times the author chooses to remain anonymous or pretend they are someone else. I always find it fascinating that they analyze every part of who they think I am, from what I sit down and write a few times a week. They have come up with projections about what my children think of me, and what my new husband thinks of me,  they have created a story that they believe to be true. I always smile because everyone…

Don’t Let Opposition Knock You Off The Right Path

The journey to healing isn’t an easy one, it is one filled with all kinds of opposition.  That opposition can be negative self-talk coming from right inside your own head,  It can be from the world telling you that you just aren’t good enough, or it can be from loved ones that don’t like the changes that they see in you because they can’t control you anymore.  Don’t forget enemies, there are always a few of those in the mix, they are more than happy to tear you down with untruths.  Why would they be happy at the new freedom…