Do you ever feel like you are drowning?

Do you ever feel like you are drowning?

I can’t feel the bottom, I have no idea how deep the water is.  My chest constricts making it difficult to breathe.  I flip over on my back and reach my lips towards the sky above me to get more air.  I feel like I am suffocating.  I talk to myself, “you...
A Letter: To All The Women Who Had An Affair With My Husband

A Letter: To All The Women Who Had An Affair With My Husband

Dear ___________: When I first found out about you, my heart broke. Why would you sleep with my husband? Was it because of lies that he told you about me?  Did he play a victim?  What could he have possibly told you that made you forget that I was a person?  How did...
Part 3: My Sin, Telling My Friend About My Betrayal

Part 3: My Sin, Telling My Friend About My Betrayal

“Hello,’ she answered the phone.  My heart skipped a beat at the sound of her voice.  It felt like my chest was compressed and it was difficult to breathe. “Hey, this is Norma.”  I forced out of my mouth. Her cheery voice welcomed my call. ...

How to Forgive When There is No Apology

Have you ever been hurt by someone else’s choices?  Someone who refused to take accountability for what they had done.  Amazed by the fact that they could walk away with no remorse. As if nothing happened.  Has the anger of not forgiving started to consume you?...

Driven Upon my Knees

I came across one of my favorite quotes during an especially vulnerable time during my divorce.  The quote is by Abraham Lincoln and was exactly what I was feeling: “I have been driven many times upon my knees by the overwhelming conviction that I had no where...