Temple Marriage= Fear and Panic

Temple Marriage= Fear and Panic

The flood of tears that occured when I filed for a temple divorce in 2014 could have filled the bathtub a dozen times.   I didn’t want a divorce, but felt deeply prompted that keeping the union between my first husband and myself wasn’t going to do either...

God Will Provide the Way

I sat in my bed tears pouring down my face when I first heard of her death.  It is amazing how quickly the brain tries to protect itself from hard information.   I felt panic, but the first thing I did was check the news.  Just like that, I fell into denial.  This...
Reduced to Nothing But Soul

Reduced to Nothing But Soul

There were so many days and so many nights when I held on for dear life.  It seemed that if I breathed wrong everything that I ever loved and ever wanted would slip through my fingers and I would be lost.  Lost without a purpose with no hope of finding home. So many...
Why is Life So Hard?

Why is Life So Hard?

“Mom, why is life so hard”? My 9-year-old son asked.  I have to admit it was almost like my heart skipped a beat.  My brain went into worry mode, what is going on in this little boys life that he would come to me with this question.  Although my thoughts...