God Will Provide the Way

I sat in my bed tears pouring down my face when I first heard of her death.  It is amazing how quickly the brain tries to protect itself from hard information.   I felt panic, but the first thing I did was check the news.  Just like that, I fell into denial.  This...
Fast Forward

Fast Forward

Tears, many nights have soaked my pillow, Sleep, wanting to fall into it and never wake up. Pain, deep and dark enough to stop my heart. Crying, “God, please make it stop.” Thoughts, will I implode from this anxiety. Pleading, “Please change his...
Will You Accept my Offering?

Will You Accept my Offering?

“Why can’t I do this right?” “What is it that you want from me?” “I try, I really try, will you accept my offering?” Lately, I have been plagued with feelings that I am not doing this right.  Wondering if what I have to offer...
You Bring Light….Just Like the Sun

You Bring Light….Just Like the Sun

Dark…..chilled……silent, the change of the seasons has stolen the birds song and all I can hear is the crunching of my shoes on the gravel as I walk towards the lake.  The cold air fills my lungs, shadows and silhouettes fill my view. Off in the...
People of Opinion, and People of Action

People of Opinion, and People of Action

I was helping with the cub scouts yesterday when I saw a call come in from work.  I excused myself, I was expecting the call and knew the answers to the questions that would be asked.  My co-worker said, has anyone called you, I said, “Yes, I have been on the...