Fast Forward

Fast Forward

Tears, many nights have soaked my pillow, Sleep, wanting to fall into it and never wake up. Pain, deep and dark enough to stop my heart. Crying, “God, please make it stop.” Thoughts, will I implode from this anxiety. Pleading, “Please change his...
I Handed Him My Value

I Handed Him My Value

I walked in and all was quiet.  So quiet that I wondered if he was even home.  My house looked the same, the furniture arranged as I had it, it was cleaner than it would have been if I was around.  None of my clutter piles on the floor waiting to be organized.  The...
EMDR Works

EMDR Works

“I missed you at the last class, how are you doing with your husband’s intern?”  I read the message and had to stop.  Honestly, I haven’t even thought about it in weeks.  I was a bit shocked.  My old pattern would have been to obsess about it. ...
Will You Accept my Offering?

Will You Accept my Offering?

“Why can’t I do this right?” “What is it that you want from me?” “I try, I really try, will you accept my offering?” Lately, I have been plagued with feelings that I am not doing this right.  Wondering if what I have to offer...