A Letter: To All The Women Who Had An Affair With My Husband

A Letter: To All The Women Who Had An Affair With My Husband

Dear ___________: When I first found out about you, my heart broke. Why would you sleep with my husband? Was it because of lies that he told you about me?  Did he play a victim?  What could he have possibly told you that made you forget that I was a person?  How did...
Running on Empty

Running on Empty

No!  This can not be happening.  I pushed on the gas pedal over and over as my car started coasting.  I looked up to see the gas gauge blinking on empty.  Ahhhhhh!  Where was the warning?  I get almost 50 miles to the gallon, I had to have been running on low for...
Letting Go of the Life I Dreamed Of…Embracing the One I Have

Letting Go of the Life I Dreamed Of…Embracing the One I Have

I look back to days gone by, I look back to being a small girl with a dream…. Maybe it was a dream of castles and a prince that would come to my rescue.  Disney cartoons used to do that….the prince coming to rescue the damsel in distress.  At the same...
Knocked Down, Wall Up: Trauma

Knocked Down, Wall Up: Trauma

I lay on the ground looking up at the blue sky.  Unaware of what just happened to me.  My body struggling to breathe as the air was knocked out of me by the hard fall.  My body hurt, soul hurt, brain confused, a deep reminder of how broken I am.  The wall went up and...
Can You Un-Break Me?

Can You Un-Break Me?

I kneeled beside my bed and I begged heavenly father to un-break me.  The tears pouring down my face came from deep inside of me….they came from my shattered soul.  I am tired of hurting.  I just want the pain to stop. I had exerted all of my physical energy.  ...